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I am so sorry I've been away for so long. Been busy catching up with the people here in the Philippines. Yes, I am back in the Philippines. It has been awhile since I've landed but I haven't had time to use the comp to update everyone.
Well first of all I am getting so black. I've been going to the beach too much. HAHA, but it's so much fun because I am surrounded by the people I love. It's been really really good to be back. I miss working my ass off though. Everyone treats me differently here, like I am some gem. Precious and fragile ; it is so weird.
I'll update more another time, the weather is getting worst, I gotta get back home.
♥ gee
DATE:Tuesday, November 22, 2011
TIME:{7:41 PM}
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It's funny how, one moment of your life, you're fighting for something or someone with all you've got and then you'd wake up one day and realise it's not even the same anymore. It's like you're trying your best to make it seem okay. Trying your best to bring it back to the way it used to be, and as much as you know it'll never be the same again there's that little part of you saying, "Maybe just maybe, God will make an exception for me." Then you realise he just won't because it's part of his plans.
For those people who've been waiting to hear more about my EPIC love story with the boyfriend, I don't think I'll be able to give you guys that 'jealous' type of feelings again. We broke up recently and surprisingly it's something I'm happy about. I'd always post happy stuff between us and never the sad things. I'd always make you guys think we're on this love boat that no one can rock but ourselves. We had our ups and our downs, I told myself I'd hold on for a few more beats so I can fight but he never realised when I was hurting the most. I don't want to be just another girl in his life, I don't want to be someone he'd take for granted and I don't want to be the girl that's only there with him because I have to be there because I feel guilty. I don't want to feel a responsible love kind of thing, I want to feel love; because it's LOVE. Catch my drift? If you don't then, I don't know how else I'm going to say it.
A person's heart can only take a few bullshits.
I'm actually happy where we got. I'm sure he's not but at some point of our lives we got to let go of the things that our not ours anymore. I'm sure someday, one day someone will sweep him off his feet again. I'd be more than happy.
It was never stated that if a person knows what makes them happy they can't pursue that happiness. I have all these people looking at me like I'm a slut or a user or a player, but I'm not. I'm just going after what makes me happy not only now but also for the long run. I want my happiness to last me a lifetime, not just because I'm so into it and then it'll die when I don't want it anymore.
Well I'm happy now, end of story. haha.
Bubbalove, you make me happy.
♥ geeeeee :)
DATE:Monday, October 17, 2011
TIME:{12:00 PM}
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A few video blab for this lovely blog of mine. I am sick once again, I seriously don't know what is happening to me but I feel like my immune system is seriously decreasing by the day. But I'm definitely going to be okay, I'm going to survive and live. I hope you all can pray for me to get my old-self back. *sniff sniff*.
First video Update: 'Hello by Huh Gak feat. B2ST'S JUNHYUNG' ; OH HOW BLOODY HOT WAS MY BABY IN THIS VIDEO! (ignores the fact that he made me cry when he got bashed) But anyway the story itself was really touching accompanied by Huh Gak's mesmerizing voice. I cannot wait for part 2.
Review; This video was really flawless. Each characters had their highlighting moments. I loved my baby Junhyung most though. This video should release part 2 already so I can actually be happy. And I praise these characters 100% for their dedication for not resting for the recording of this video. Junhyung my love, you better be resting. Forget about that girl, and just come to me. ;) (there's a hidden message along those lines kekeke ~)
Video Number 2 is actually a video that reminds me of JAY PARK. And I thought Junhyung sort of reminds me of Vanness and then I saw this video I was like 'WTF!? JAY PARK!?' The way VDubb stands, dances, his style of music and the hair reminds me so much of Jay Park. Well without further ado, you decide.
Tell me I am crazy and just simply blind! But I seriously see Jay Park in Vanness. Haha, anyways I best be off to rest before I get hammered again because I am not taking care of myself. Take care everyone.